Weblog

Monday, 24 August 2009

  • Fine have it your way..

     Love... With men and me it is never simple. Tonight for example I had three men call me. Mr. Forbidden Love, (an unhappily married ex boyfriend) Mr. Unrequited Love (A man I have been stupidly in love with for years and who has constantly kept me hanging due to our different religions and his father issues ) and Mr. Nonlove ( a cocky, critical, shorter than me man who won't give up and I am definitely not interested in.)

     After a long day apartment hunting in Zanzibar I was spent. Returning home I collapsed on the couch and began simultaneously watching pointless television, searching the classified ads on the internet, and trying to  get a call through to my mother in Chicago. That is when I started receiving multiple incoming calls.

    First Mr. Nonlove called. I didn't answer and continued trying to call Chicago, (thats the problem with free international calls) After unsucessfully trying to get a hold of my mother for an hour I called back Mr. Nonlove.
     "Hi Mr. you called?"
    "Hi sweety, I have been calling you for ages, have you been out of the country, where have you been? I am in town meet me for a drink."
    In the midst of me politely declining his request for the umpteemth time Mr. Forbidden love calls.  I let Mr. Forbidden love go to voice mail.
    "Fine have it your way." Mr. Nonlove replied and ubruptly  hung up.

    I  then called back Mr. Forbidden Love

    "Hi Mr. you called?"
    "Hello my wife just went on vacaton and I am all alone. Do you want to meet for a rendevous?" In the midst of declining his offer on moral grounds Mr. Unrequited Love calls. I let it go to voice mail trying to apply "The Rules"  and continued my soliquoy with Mr. Forbidden Love on why I can't see him.
    "Fine have it your way." Mr. Forbidden Love replied and ubruptly hung up.

    Dying to find out what Mr. Unrequited Love wanted and deciding to screw "The Rules" I called him back." Hi Mr.  I see that you called me."
    "Uh , yes,  say did you find out about that overseas job opportunity?"
    "I'm still working on it. Hey if you get the job do you want to go out there together beforehand and trek?" I asked earnestly.
    "You know hun, I only travel alone. If you want to meet me out there later you can."

    "Fine, have it your way. " I replied and hung up.




     


     

Friday, 24 April 2009

  • Lasting connections

    The other day I had a dream about Mr. Napoli and the whole next day I couldn't get him out of my mind. Mr. Napoli is the great love that I let go and is now married and about to have a child. After finding out about the upcoming baby I swore to never talk to him again but I just had to write him again to stop the nagging thoughts. I wasn't going to write him some heavy emotional regretful letter just a note to  say hi from an old friend living in Zanzibar.  So I dug into my old files to find his email since I had deleted his address after learning about the baby.  I wrote a short note nothing much really, just telling him about my schooling and asking him whats new in his life. I don't know what I was thinking I would get out of it but with old loves do we ever think? I woke  up this morning to find a reply from him.  He told me about his wife's baby showers and the upcoming baby due in May and then he told me about his health problems and how he hopes it isn't anything but he is not going to tell his wife unless it really is serious because he really doesn't want to bother her. I have known Mr. Napoli since highschool and I met him right after his brush with C and all he went through. I remember talking to him about his fears and his fight with his disease. After reading the letter all I did was cry. Cry for him, cry for regret, cry for not being able to do anything. It is strange how with great loves you still have a connection and know when things are going on with them despite the years, and miles. There is nothing I can do now but just pray and put it in God's hands.

Tuesday, 24 March 2009

  • Love/ Trouble at first sight.

    I remember the first day I saw Mr. Man.

    Running up to my dorm one afternoon I passed an open door and instinctively looked in. I had heard that a new group of guys had moved in and I was curious to get a look at them. There he was  sitting at a table and we immediately caught eachothers eyes. I quickly looked down ran up the stairs went into my room and took a deep breath. Oh No...I thought to myself, I have felt this way before. Now let me tell you I am not one to just fall and get all googley eyes at men. I had only been truly in love with one man before and I knew the second I laid eyes on Mr. Man he would be number two; for better or for worse. I immediatley called my best friend and confidante and told her. "June, I just saw this man who I know is going to be trouble. I already know I am going to fall for him and I have to stay away!." After June's pep talk I resolved to put him out of my mind and go workout. When I finished working out I noticed that there was a problem with the water so I decided to skip the shower and just get cleaned up at home. Walking back to my room, I couldn't get Mr. Man out of my head. I ran to my room resolving to just let this whole silly infatuation go all the way hoping not to run into him in my sweaty no makeup state.  When I finally got to my room I closed the door, locked it, and breathed a sigh of relief that no one had seen me. As soon as I was finished turning the lock there was a knock on the door. I froze. "Hello is anyone there?" came the voice from the other side of the door. I realized I was the only one home. Where were my roomates when I needed them? I answered the door sweaty no makeup and all and there in front of me was Mr. Man. I froze for literally ten seconds. "Huh..hi" I mumbled. He rambled off in Zanzibari and I just stared at him blankly. I had just gotten to Zanzibar and still had no grasp of the language. He looked at  my dumbfounded expression and  switched into  English "Oh, I'm sorry you are not from around here.  Do you have a pot I can borrow?" I grabbed the first pot I saw and gave it to him. "Thank you, he said and he flashed me the now infamous smile of his. I mumbled, "You're welcome," closed the door and fell on my bed dazed. I knew this was the beginning of  new love and I knew I wouldn't be able to stay away.

Tuesday, 18 November 2008

  • Just Say Hello...

     

    Oh what a day! How am I ever going to survive? Classes in Zulu, bills, my neighbors complaints, and now this dreary weather and I am late again....oh...

    "Hi"  said the tall stranger in a knit cap.

    "Um..Hello," I replied out of my dreary reverie.

    "You know I have seen you around the university for two years and I have never had the courage to say hello."

    "Well then I'm glad you said hello today." 

    "Would you like to get a coffee with me?"

    "I'm running to class but here's my number. Give me a call."

    "Really? Good bye darling."

    "Good bye."  I beamed.

     

    At the most most mundane dreary moment a sincere stranger just saying hello and flashing a smile took my breath away.  For a few days we flirtatiously text messaged and had coffees during course breaks. We never became a couple, I was to hung up on a player and he was going through his own battles, but for an instant he put a glint in my eyes and I his.

    Why can't more people just say hello?

Monday, 17 November 2008

  • Puppy, Paleontologist, Viagra?!!


    After a year living abroad I decided I needed a puppy. Walking downtown, I saw two young girls sitting on the sidewalk next to a box with a sign that read "Free Puppies" Peeking outside the box was an adorable little terrier mutt with strawberry blond hair and a pink bow. She was the runt of the litter and was so tiny she fit in my hand. I instantly fell in love, carried her home, and named her Chai. I took her all around Zanzibar. I brought her with me into malls, restaurants, and the university.  No one ever batted an eye except once when she let out a small yelp in the middle of a boring lecture. (Luckily I was one of five hundred students.)

    Running out to the veterinarian one day I suddenly remembered I had a doctors appointment in five minutes. In Zanzibar it can take months to get an appointment and I certainly couldn't miss it. There was no time to take Chai home so I put her in my bag as usual and walked into the doctors office. Sitting in the waiting room were two elderly men conversing. Suddenly Chai let out a loud yelp and the men turned in my direction intrigued. As I was trying to calm the dog, one of the men walked up to me to see what was the commotion.  He introduced himself as Ombrose and asked if he could hold her. I obliged and we started chatting. I told him about Chai and that I was a student at the university and had an interest in the history of Zanzibar.  Ombrose told me he was a retired paleontologist and that his house was full of relics. He was charming and after hearing a few fascinating field stories my name was called to see the doctor. While I was gathering my belongings the nurse informed me that dogs were not allowed past the waiting room. I looked over at Ombrose and he assured me that he would take good care of Chai while I went in to see the doctor.  Normally I don't leave my dog with just anyone but Ombrose and his friend were sweet old men and they were waiting anyways because they had mistakenly gotten to the doctors an hour early.  I thanked the two men and followed the nurse.

    When I came back to pay the bill Ombrose was gone but his friend was watching Chai. The friend told me more stories about Ombrose such as;  he was a world renown paleontologist, his many accomplishments, and his influential friends.   He told me Ombrose was having a small party with a few friends and colleagues from the university during the weekend and had wanted me to come and meet them. He added "You would be a fool not to keep this connection, not only will you gain a good friend but you will also be in the company of great people and make important future connections. Leave me your number, I will give it to Ombrose and he will call you with more details."  I obliged, thanked him for watching my dog, and said good bye.   As I opened the door to leave, I heard my name being called.  Ombrose rushed over to me. "Oh hello," I said.  "I was just leaving. Thank you for watching my dog. I gave my number to your friend and I would love to attend your soiree this weekend, just give me a call."  Ombrose held out a prescription he had just received and told me to read it. Strange, I thought, this must be Zanzibari culture to show people your prescriptions. I quickly glanced at the prescription and said, "That's nice"  "No, look at it," Ombrose demanded. I looked at the prescription closely and there written in bold letters was  VIAGRA 120 pills x100 mg. Ombrose flashed me a serious dashing smile, "So honey what are you doing tonight, I'm all ready now!" 

Top Tags

[no tags]

missamericano

  • Visit missamericano's Datingish Site
    • Member Since: 7/10/2008

Archives

Don't worry - your calendar is here… to see it in action just click "Save" above and refresh the page.

About Me

[no info]

Groups

[no groups]

Pulse

missamericano has no pulse!...

Photostrip

[no photos]

Recommended

[no recommendations]

Chatboard (1)

  • dipshit@xanga
    Hi, Missamericano. I must say, you're off to an excellent start, blogwise. Your gas station story is a good example of taking a specific incident, bringing it to life, and showing how a certain topic (height) can be an emotional issue. As they say about writing fiction, if you want to be universal,